My Livejournal account's still active. :O

Somebody asked me two days ago if I was still writing. I was liked, what, did I use to write? x__x

And my warped memory can't tell me who asked the question. Pft.

Spent the afternoon with sinistral at his (their) new house. It was fun, haha. I got to fix some of his stuff in his workroom. Juju! I shall attack your cabinets next. The wires and cords near your pc are positively daring me to fix them.

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: oh, the breeze, the breeze

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: awake

Okay. I wanna do something like this. I wanna paper cut, too! I promise myself I shall make something before the trip to Batanes.

And, a reggae japanese song for you. It's more for me, actually, but I just wanted to share it with you.
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So, I'm finally done with college after six looong years. I wanna get into a celebratory mood, but I really don't feel particularly excited over it. Maybe because all I'm thinking about now is getting a job and getting on with my life. Or maybe because this graduation is way overdue. I have another (scary) suspicion but I refuse to acknowledge it. Nor do I want to immortalize it in this journal. But I'm done with college and that is something I have to be thankful for. Not everyone gets a chance to get a degree from the university I went to.

So, that said, I now turn myself to the next problem: what to do. Well, I kinda know what I should do already but I can't do much this early. I'm stuck with reviewing for the NMAT and updating my teaching portfolio, both of which are extremely boring. I just feel so dead right now. This makes me recall PSYCH101 prof's discussion about thresholds back in first year: she said that constant exposure to the same stimuli raises one's threshold. In other words, I gotta do something new and I need motivation other than relieving boredom (and other things). Which I hope to do through paper cutting. *points up* Maybe I'll make some as souvenirs for this year's family reunion in December.

(Oh ho. This means I'll have a new arsenal of blades *u* )
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I'm leaving for Batanes next week with my Juju. I really hope the trip will do me some good and help me make start on a clean slate. I can't wait to jog along the roads by the edges of the cliffs, I can't wait to roll in the green green hills and I can't wait to run and dance and laugh in the rain. Too bad I can't swim though-- but I can just wade in the water and be just as happy, hahaha. I shall become a lover of the Earth: I shall immerse myself in her and my hair will be full of her fragrant scent and my body will know her touch.

Or, I can be a worm and just squirm in the mud. I'd be just as happy.
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I should go to bed.

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Ashtar Command - Into Dust

tummyache. :(

Yessss. Free wi-fi in the main library. I finished two papers out of my scheduled 4 papers and it feels nice to have accomplished something. I feel like a good industrious student. A good, industrious UP BS FLCD student who is kikay with a laptop and shorts and girly girly slippers.

I'm happy right now. I'm not exactly where I hoped I'd be and I'm not particularly productive or involved in a project that would make feel important and needed. But I feel happy right now. I have stuff to look forward to and I've got plans. And that's good enough for me, for someone who once thought that it was better to just stop hoping and dreaming for something good. It's this quiet little cheery fire inside that makes me smile at odd times of the day when I think of what I could be in the future.

I got 8 subjects more to go and I'm done with school. I can't wait to graduate and bring Juju to Batanes. :) And then, I can't wait to start building my own future, with him, if I'm lucky enough. (Or no. If I work on it enough.)

(err. pun not intended)

That's it for now. Back to papers.
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I just learned how important lighting is in photography. I knew it was important but I didnt know that it could make or break a picture. Haha. Don't ask where (how) I realized it, hohohoho.

Test run.

Boo. Our landlady told us that we'll (my boardmates and I) would have to look for a new place to stay for summer school. She's going to renovate the place or something. I told Mom about it and  she said that she prefers that I drive to school and back every day. ... I can't even express verbally how I feel about that. *sigh* The idea leaves me @____@

Oh well. Maybe I'm just lazy. Haha.

Speaking of which, I drove myself to school today and I'll be driving again tomorrow, which will be a pain. I have to leave the house at around 5:30 to beat coding time. u___u
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FN24 is going to be fun! We're going to join this cooking-tablesetting-plating-foodservice contest of sorts. The winning team will have their menu used for the CHE centennial (sen-TEN-yal) alumni homecoming this year. I'm not expecting the team to win but just the thought that we'll be doing something like this is enough to make me look forward to it. :D I'm in charge of dessert, which would be... err. I forgot. Basta, it's like pretzels and you get to dip it in chocolate. Cho-something. Haha.

We've chosen a spanish theme. And a yummy spanish menu. :D And I need a spanish costume pala! :O Hmn. *thinks thalia* LOL
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My roommate got a nice new laptop. I want one, too. T_T *inggit*
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I haven't seen Juju for more than a week now. Or at least, it feels that way.

Current Mood: tired

it was a busy week. lots of reports and cooking.

WATCH JUMPER. it was kick ass.

*jumps to juju's waiting loving arms* heehee! we didn't spend valentine's day together but we had a pre-vday date.

third valentine's na namin ito! :D :D :D